#thank you for the ask anon💜💜💜
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irritablepoe · 16 days ago
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whatchu working on, comrade?
Hehe I'm glad you ask😌
So I thought about a small little au with portmafia!ranpo and Poe (who's mostly still the same as in canon ig, maybe not in the pm but still attached to ranpo as he should be) and they wanna bring down an enemy organisation, maybe some drug dealers that are making too much competition with the pm and refuse to work with them etc etc, plot is not so important as always, but neither ranpo nor poe are much of a fighter, except maybe Poe being a good sniper. But I think their "version" of bringing down an organisation (see skk or sth for comparison) would be the undercover thing they did in canon. Soooooo why not make Poe infiltrate the organisation, build enough trust, ranpo lets himself be captured, they kill the guy who's interrogating them, they use the computer to send a short text, the people get sucked into one of Poe's stories. Why's ranpo there? To figure out the password. Yeah idk I have to think that over still. I wanted to write such a story for a while I hope I can manage to do it finally.
I'm working on communication methods now though, just because it's the latest chapter and I wanna finish it --- just so that I can work on it further in the form of oneshots💀
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chloesimaginationthings · 10 months ago
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WAKE UP,
HAIKU BOT JUST REBLOGGED ONE OF YOUR COMICS
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BLESSED BY HAIKU BOT ONCE AGAIN
(here’s the post)
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littlemissclandestine · 2 months ago
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ASK: ahhh i’m obsessed w ur adler headcanons!! pretty pretty plsss could we have more soft!adler headcanons? or maybe a few headcanons for how adler might react to realising he’s slowly falling for bell!reader before they discover the brainwash twist?? 🥺👉👈 either way just wanna express my appreciation for how you characterise him!! <3
Author's Note: Tehe back at it idk. This was an ask I got months ago but just had incredibly bad writer's and art block. Trying to get those creative juices flowing again! Thank you so much for the ask and the kind comments anon. I really really appreciate it. Hope you enjoy! <3 (your ask disappeared after i put it into Tumblr drafts??)
More Soft!Adler Headcanons:
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In the morning before work, Russell wakes up a little earlier than you to spend some more time on his appearance. You see him shaving his few day old stubble and decide to help him out, taking the razor. He’d study your facial expression as you concentrate on going round each jagged edge of his scar, making sure to not cut him. His blue eyes tracing every little mark on your face, absolutely in awe of how beautiful you are even when you furrow your brows and he’d gently push a strand or two of hair out the way that had fallen over your eye. As you rinse the blade under the tap, he’d grab your chin and peck your lips, getting the taste of shaving foam in your mouth and you two would laugh about it.
I can imagine in Winter, Russell and his s/o ordering hot chocolate with some cream on top/coffee, walking and talking. When he notices your cream/foam moustache, he chuckles to himself but you pay it no mind, thinking it was his response to something you said. But he chuckles again and you question him. -> ���Oh uh nothing. You just uh…got a little um...hold on.” He’d lean in and lick your lips before planting a kiss on them and leaning back to look at you with a smile, leaving you dumbfounded.
Witty jokes and comments that make you think how the hell did he come up with that one are definitely on the menu. Russell will sometimes randomly just burst into Russian or German mode and will try and teach you some words and jokes too. Mostly the swear words because everybody wants to know the swear words 
Adler and his fellow operatives were chatting one day in public with their gear on as they were on their way back to a hotel for the night before their early morning flight but the sight of kids running up to him caught his eye. They asked him questions, the usual ones, the story behind the scar and what he does for a living. At first, he wasn’t exactly the warmest towards them but when one of the kids begged him to pick them up, he grumbled and gave in, watching them just take his sunglasses and the other asking if they could touch the scar, earning a smile from him. Him an his group sat down and spent some time kicking a ball around and taking the time out for the children before they had to head back. Adler gave them all fistbumps and bent down to plant a cap on one of their heads with a wink and a side smile -> “Keep it. I don’t need it, kid.”
Slowly falling for Bell!Reader Headcanons: Part 1
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Russell Adler didn’t think it was possible to be honest. Him falling for another person. Always thought of himself as a lone wolf after his divorce. Never took any interest in dates or anything because he simply didn’t have the time and partly due to a fear of being hurt again that he refused to acknowledge
Yet he found himself weirdly drawn to you. Maybe it was a sick and twisted fantasy of his, the visage of him being a human, cracking with every fleeting touch. The true monster in him seeping out, revealing his true colours
When he picked you up and out of the SUV in Trabzon, he felt nothing. Perhaps some sense of accomplishment as he was one step closer to locating the man he’d been chasing for 13 years but nothing more. As the initial interrogations continued in a secure location and your balaclava was yanked off by his own hands, a part of him knew he’d get attached when he saw you, in your rawest form  but he quickly pushed that thought away as fast as it appeared in his mind. But it’d creep up every now and then during the experimentation as he’d speak into the microphone and exhale the smoke through his nose as he stared at you through the glass, watching you carefully before dipping his head as he hears you let out a gut-wrenching scream and struggle in the chair, putting out his cigarette and calling it a day.
He’d catch a whiff of your perfume nearby to where he was working in the safehouse. The perfume on your wrists stayed behind on the desk after your leaned over to pass him something or rested your forearms on the desk. The subtle scent of your shampoo and body wash in the bathroom, lingering in the air. He’d inhale deeply and close his eyes, imagining you as his head resting on the back of his chair for a few moments before he stopped himself and his eyes snapped open, making sure nobody was nearby as if he was scared someone could read his thoughts.
A candle you’d left on for him as he worked late into the night once was never forgotten. Adler would relight it to remind himself of you when you were gone on a mission with the others, telling himself it’s just because it smells nice.
A Brick in the Wall: As Bell took photos of Kraus, Russell would glance over at her, watch you paying attention, adjusting the camera lens, sticking your tongue out as the camera shutter clicked and a small smile would creep onto his lips before he looked away and cleared his throat, giving you your next order. God, what was he thinking?
Some things however were just pure protective instinct. Like grabbing your forearm to pull you away from the railing as you stepped up onto to look over the edge of a balcony at night. He needed you alive for the mission of course, no other reason
 Or when he’d tuck his extra magazines into your ammo packs and make sure all your straps and harness were tight enough. Or even holding his arm out and across your chest when he had to hit the brakes hard while driving with a gentle you okay? after a few beats of silence
Or when he’d bought some food and you were out of it after an MK-Ultra session during the early days and he’d give you a little extra without a word to keep your strength up, looking into your eyes briefly as you cried but the guilt was creeping up on him and he’d leave before you sobbed. He’d close the door just as you burst into tears, his hand on the doorknob behind him and he’d sigh deeply, his eyes shut, trying to compose himself before walking off to find Park. They’re just a red. He’d remind himself constantly. But just a kid too…
Desperate Measures: As Belikov let the two of you in and you took out the guards and changed into their uniforms, he couldn’t help but sneak a few glances. Before you walked up the stairs, he stopped you and checked you over, head to toe, the expression on his face neutral but his mind was in overdrive. Russell took a step closer and his hands found the bottom of your skirt and tugged on it, pulling it down so it revealed less. A single nod and his lips a thin line before he turned and walked off. He refused to admit he didn’t want anyone looking at you the way he did.
He finds himself a little self conscious. This isn’t like him..since when was Russell motherfuckin’ Adler worried about the way he was perceived by a red of all people? Putting more aftershave on himself, a spray of cologne to mask the smell of cigarettes that had found its way into his clothing after years of the bad habit. A quick check in the mirror to adjust his outfit and hair before pushing the bridge of his sunglasses up and into place
Safe to say, you took him by surprise. He was of course impressed by your combat and cryptography skills as well as endurance during MK-Ultra, thinking it was such a shame you were on the wrong side. Began thinking of what-ifs…
After one particularly gruelling session, you were screaming and refusing to take the pills that Park was giving you to help you sleep, saying they made you want to vomit and the anti-sickness was not doing anything but Park explained that she couldn’t do much about it. Russell heard this from the other side of the door as he walked past your room late at night, telling Sims to source a different medicine he knew of. The next day, he entered your room as you wailed again, thrashing against your cot and he adminstered a dose, barely speaking to you before leaving again but as you clutched his hand, he rubbed his thumb across the back of your hand before letting go. Your touch overwhelmed him.
When he’d see you hang out and play poker or some board games with the others as he was filing reports and chasing up contacts, a tiny frown would form on his face, he’d start picking at the skin on his lips as he watched them or he’d look down and dust his pants off or fiddle with a pen, anything to distract himself from the green-eyed monster
If he heard you singing a song in the other room, he’d put it on for you in the car without a word spoken, you just staring at Adler as if to say how did you know that?
On one chilly night, you fell asleep in the dark room and Adler stood there in the doorway, looking at you, your breathing steady, face rid of anguish and you looked at peace in the red light. Slowly, he made his way over and draped his jacket round your shoulders, thinking to himself it’s just what any decent person would do. Can’t have his tool catching a cold now…
During stakeouts, Russell would start telling you random facts about himself he’s never told another person, saying to himself you’ll be gone soon anyways, that you were an outsider so that’s why it was easier to talk to you.
This feeling he had only seemed to grow with each mission. Instead of letting the others help you out when injured, he’d grip your shoulder as soon as they got in, steering you towards the nearest stool before anyone had a chance to say anything and command you to sit, treating you like the dog you are while he fetched the supplies.
As the weeks passed, he’d take you to your room and patch you up there, wanting some one-on-one time with you, making casual conversation, half to distract you from the pain and half to suppress the thoughts going round in his mind about being so close to losing you
He made you laugh once or twice and couldn’t stop thinking about it. It sounded even better than when Woods or the other crew members made you laugh and it made him smile to which you pointed out but he stood up and left shortly after, his standard, stoic expression returning to his face
Adler would stay up on a few occasions to make sure you slept, scanning your face as the pills began to take effect, his arms folded as he stood, looming over you, his finger scratching at his arm even though it wasn’t itchy. It was just unease which he consistently pushed down but he noticed he was getting more fidgety when it came to you. Almost like the guilt was eating him from the inside out. He’d take off his watch, place his cigs on the side and settle into a chair, telling himself it’s just for a few minutes but once he did stay the whole night, leaving before the others woke up. Nobody ever knew
If you ever asked about your time together as friends and during Vietnam when you’d having trouble remembering, he’d keep it short and sweet, but every now and then he’d make up something that was what he wished it would have been like. Nothing too out there.
During mission briefings, he’d find himself laying his attention on you the most as he talked, wanting to know you were really listening to him and secretly asking for your input too and once the others had returned to what they were doing before, he’d pull you to the side, asking you if you were okay with the plan and if there’s anything you need to go over. I mean, you were the main star of course so it makes sense but his hand would reach for your upper arm and then retract. Boundaries, Adler…
One thing that killed him though was the fact that you only ever grabbed him out of fear, during MK-Ultra when you didn’t want him to leave, when in agony from a gunshot wound, or just as you dropped off to sleep after he injected your when you were being disobedient. Couldn’t admit he wanted you to grab onto him in desperation as he- Get a grip, Adler! When did he start thinking of you like that?
After Cuba, he felt nothing. No sense of accomplishment yet as he was one step further away from locating the man he’d been chasing for 13 years but now he was two steps closer to saying goodbye to you for good…
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dekariosclan · 24 days ago
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How do you think Gale would react to a romanced Tav who has an overbite and a gap between their teeth? She avoids laughing or smiling too much to try and hide her teeth.
This is something I have and I’m incredibly insecure about it. :(
Anonnnn you’re out here giving me an easy ask. Tossing me a softball 💜
Gale would react by going out of his way to make Tav smile and laugh as often as possible, while complimenting them on their incomparable beauty every single time.
Gale would not care about the arrangement or shape of Tav’s teeth. He would not care about whether or not their teeth are aesthetically pleasing, or whether they fit the current beauty standards. Tav’s teeth and overbite are simply a part of who they are—just like their natural hair color and eye color.
But their smile? Their laugh? Gale cares about those very very much. He loves nothing more than seeing his beloved Tav break into a beautiful, warm, affectionate smile—a mirror of their wonderful heart—and their face lighting up with laughter.
Anon, would you like to see what a truly ugly smile looks like? From someone with absolutely spot-on perfect teeth and no overbite?
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That’s the smile Mystra gives Gale in the ending where he goes off with her to Elysium. That’s her smile at reuniting with her ex-lover—at rekindling their romance.
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Anon, look at that dead-eyed, shark-looking, grinch-ass smile. She looks bored. No warmth or affection, no kindness, no heart. Just a flat parody of what real affection is from a creature who doesn’t understand it.
I can tell you with 100% certainty that Gale would prefer to see Tav’s ‘imperfect’ smile—one that is loving, kind, warm, unique, and REAL—rather than Mystra’s ‘perfect’ one, which is cold, dead, empty, false, flat, and fake.
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crystallizsch · 11 months ago
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Yuusha = Jamil's Charging Station
(help 😭)
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ongreenergrasses · 30 days ago
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"me basing my characterization and then subsequent 200k around two lines LMAOOOO" wait sorry but what are the actual lines? i feel bad bc it's like...very clearly your brand and i must know it deep inside me somewhere but i am curious as to what actual lines in particular you're talking about?
maybe this is a sign im due for a reread lol
“I vote no with Peeta,” [Annie] says. “So would Finnick if he were here.” (mj, 370)
although it’s very little, I see it as extremely telling about Annie’s character. she’s clearly smart, she’s very aware that she has almost no sway over these people but Finnick does, so she’s going to use his name to get her point across. she’s able to clearly and effectively communicate. that’s huge, because there’s a ton of fanworks out there that make it where that’s not the case, and while sometimes that might be true, canonically she is able to express herself well in an extremely stressful and high stakes situation. I think it shows she’s pretty fearless, because all the victors have got to be terrified of any president, and she has no problem speaking her mind and disagreeing openly with Coin. she’s also clearly got some ability to be manipulative, see above point about using Finnick’s name.
I think overall she’s probably woefully underestimated by everyone around her just based on Katniss’s perception of her, contrasting with the way she actually acts in that passage. and being that underestimated all the time, it seriously does a number on your psyche. so knowing all of the above, the fact that she is warring with people not seeing her for who she is, and that she experiences psychosis, that’s what I base her characterization on. it’s probably 75 percent those two lines.
(also please don’t feel bad I’m just absolutely unhinged that those lines live in my mind and I was almost immediately able to flip to them smh. but a reread is always fun!)
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frownyalfred · 24 days ago
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just wanna say that i binge-read love comes quickly. i stayed up to 3am couldn’t put it down for a minute that’s how good it was.
absolutely love Alfred in this. the way you portray him (and actually everyone else) is so accurate. their little quirks, micro expressions, gestures and thoughts… all perfect
thank you!!!!
(not to mention the delicious smUT HELLO?)
Thank you so much!!!! I’m so glad you enjoyed. It was a whirlwind eleven or so days writing this. I feel like I could’ve swapped off writing sassy Alfred, competent Lois, and desperate smut scenes between Bruce and Clark in increasingly strange places for another 20k! But luckily the boys got their happy ending!
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coffeebanana · 1 month ago
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How do y feel about the leak where it was revealed that you coffee banana, was a Senti monster all along?
👀👀👀
FIRST OF ALL YOU CAN'T COME IN MY ASK BOX ASKING ABOUT LEAKS I WAS PANICKING KAJBFKJDSBFDKJB
secondly. i prefer the term sentibeing 😌
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stormyoceans · 29 days ago
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https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GhLudUPbAAADOEQ?format=jpg&name=large
🙂👌
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YEAH SURE OKAY THAT MAKES SENSE SFJKSGFKGSKDGSKDHKSFDKGJKDFJKSF
the dude on top just seemed way too far up the other guy's back to me for that to be it but they also have to deal with blocking and angles and movements to make sure the scene actually works out, so im simply going to appreciate everyone's commitment to it
but also ngl this position looks like a trip to the ER with a sprained penis just waiting to happen to me like it seems so unnecessary complicated sfjksgdjsg but hey. WHATEVER FLOATS THEIR BOAT WE DO NOT JUDGE HERE
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ninadove · 4 months ago
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I’m an outsider to the miraculous fandom, generally because of anxiety stuff but I have this silly little Felix idea I think you would really like. (Or maybe I’m just dumb and this has been done before)
So I’m a bit obsessed with flower symbolism, right? My favorite being roses. For Felix, (and sentis in general) I think the two types of blue roses are perfect symbolism.
1.) Classic Royal Blue Rose
I’m not sure how common this fact is, but bright blue roses aren’t real. They’re artificial. White Roses dyed blue. Symbolically, They represent royalty, mystery and that which is unobtainable. Theres also some folk lore that they can grant wishes.
2.) Genetically Altered “Blue” Roses
So, in the early 2000’s (coincidentally around when Adrien and Felix would have been born?) Scientists wanted to find a way to make “naturally” occurring blue roses. Their attempts to create these roses was technically successful, but they aren’t actually blue. They are more of a pinky-purple-blue, it’s a fairly wide range, but almost all of the photos of them that I’ve seen are either the color of Argos’ eyes or his skin.
So basically I think both types of “blue” roses serve as a baller senti allegory…..
Specifically, Colt Fathom would be the “scientist” in search of creating the elusive royal blue rose. Something that doesn’t occur in nature, representing desire (yk peacock miraculous moment) and what is unobtainable. Yet, all he manages to make is the mauve-colored blue rose, Felix.
Or, Alternatively, Adrien could be the Royal blue rose to Felix’s genetically altered rose.
Adrien was molded for mass appeal by his father, meant to be widely adored by the people. Like the genetically altered rose, it is artificial, but it’s also considered to be beautiful, elegant and desired. People want the royal blue rose, just as Emilie and Gabe wanted him.
Meanwhile, the genetically altered blue rose is lowkey…, a little disappointing? It’s not what people were hoping for. It’s not what people envision when they think of blue roses, because dude it’s fricken purple. In a way, that could be how bitchass Mr Fathom saw his son. Unnatural, but without the charms of the dyed royal blue rose.
Or, double alternatively,
Adrien is already kinda associated with red roses anyway. He’s constantly giving them to LB, season 5 ends with him and Mari kissing in Emilie’s red rose garden.
Which would give Felix symbolism rights to both kind of blue roses.
Imagining a kiss scene to parallel adrinette kiss where it’s Felix and Kagami sharing a kiss in a garden of blue roses. Artificial but still beautiful
Oh Anon you know exactly what to say to make me experience Thoughts and Feelings. Pictures for reference (Classic Royal Blue on the left, genetically altered on the right):
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Look at this blue. It’s literally peacock blue. And damn if this isn’t Argos lilac I don’t know what is
I can definitely see the symbolism working both ways! Felix being a more vibrant, but also harsher version of Adrien’s soft hues… The royal/religious symbolism associated with this shade of blue specifically… It works so well…
But I love Classic Royal Blue Adrien and genetically altered Felix even more, for all the reasons you listed. What is a monster, if not a deviation from the norm? I think I’ve written Kagami going heart eyes over Argos’ more “inhuman” features enough for everyone to know how beautiful she would find it… 💜
SPEAKING OF KAGAMI. I think we could go on a whole tangent about her association with red roses and passion — how she couldn’t find it in Adrien and Mari but eventually did in Felix. They SHOULD kiss in a rose garden and they SHOULD make it everyone’s problem! 🌹
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irritablepoe · 3 months ago
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for the record i don't think you are manipulative but is there anything wrong with embracing manipulating if it isn't bad intentions?
I mean I obv don't have bad intentions whether I do it or not. Manipulation is generally getting someone to do sth without openly saying what your intentions are (I think that's the definition right?) - which could be applied to literally anything, so it's not inherently bad ofc. sometimes I do feel like I'm begging for attention or reassurance, ig I'm being pretty open about my intentions then but still ugh I wish I could be cheerful and engaging instead of feeling like I'm squeezing the sympathy out of people to engage with my sad ass, but then again it's an easy way to let off steam, especially when I'm feeling angry or I have to get out my self-hating thoughts. Idk how bad all that is.. probably pretty unhealthy still even though I'm practically not ill-intentioned but dude idk😔
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appallinnballin · 3 months ago
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I had the Ruv x Sarvente tag filtered out, but I’m better now and wanna see them smooching. Apologizing to you directly for this since you’re the CEO of Ruv/Sarv
this is one of the best asks I’ve ever gotten you don’t even need my forgiveness I understand
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my honorary gays smorkin it out
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callilemon · 6 months ago
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I agree with that last anon about your art!!! I really love how you draw Noe and he's so pretty! I was nervous to say anything off anon, but yea!!
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Hi anon! Noé loves you too!!
I really appreciate you saying that!! 🥺 you’re too kind!
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Remus calling virgil sugartits
Is this a thing?
It is now
You’re welcome
- Vee 💜
Anxietitties Your Honor
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crystallizsch · 8 months ago
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Trouble? You're only in trouble if you get caught. So don't let me catch you ~
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uhhhhh say hi to jamil and yuusha's kid jas(mine) pt 2 (also here and here are like my only two other posts of her)
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HFDDF OKAY SO - i actually had these unfinished sketches from months ago of jas as a nrc student and scarabia housewarden
this sneaky little bastard (affectionate) had never left my cranium she was just sitting idly by
im sobbing i hate jas so much (lie i love her)
jamil and yuusha still aren't supposed to have a kid so i just imagine this to be an alternate timeline for them 🤧🤧🤧
soooo info dump time ---
���━━━━━✦ scarabia housewarden nrc jas
jas has a vice-housewarden who is her childhood best friend (figuring out if i want them to be twst rajah or abu)
also thinking about if i want yuusha to be a staff member in nrc with grim or just dead during this time (why? just because)
no further info tbh, scarabia housewarden jas is just vibing
━━━━━━✦ child jas stuffs
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i'm SO indecisive about her design as a toddler/preteen lowkey 😭
she was very sweet as a toddler but somewhere along the line she just became more carefree and chaotic
jas is a mama's girl but is more alike with her father than she cares to admit
octavinelle trio and heartslabyul duo + grim are like the honorary uncles (jas's favorites are floyd, ace, and grim bc they sometimes enable her with shenanigans)
even though jas has favorite uncles, najma is the favorite favorite. i imagine she's just the cool aunt
if mama yuu is "shrimpy" then jas is a "tiger prawn" (bc rajah)
jas LOVES doing people's hair including her own; would rather do them by hand rather than by magic
jamil showed jas how to breakdance once and it became ingrained in her personality ever since
(there's probably still more about her that i'm forgetting but this is it for now)
━━━━━━✦ bonus future jamiyuu stuff because i miss them
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jamil took yuusha's last name surprise surprise (if they get married)
i imagine after nrc they'd be travelling together actually, not necessarily settling down
(i'm REALLY not 100% on them settling down and having a kid but i still love jas a lot so im so conflicted) (that's why aus exist 😔✨)
(and if hypothetically they do settle down i think yuusha being staff in nrc with grim + maybe jamil who travels for work (or being a house husband??? maybe they alternate roles) can be adorable ideas)
━━━━━━✦ (i also had this thing that i never posted about that one trope of a fankid finding themselves in nrc bc of portal/time/mirror shenanigans)
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(jamil found both of them asleep somewhere and refuses to wake them up)
also some bonus tidbits about this scenario with them:
💜: Is she a family member of yours? How'd she get here?
🐍: I have never seen that child in my life before now. And there's no way I could have missed news about a new relative of mine.
💜: You know how ridiculous it sounds if she's related to me. I'm not from here. She even looks more like you!
🐍: Jas has the same color of eyes as you. Didn't you tell me she mistook you for her mother?
💜: ...Yeah, but I don't like what you're implying.
🐍: Well, I'm not exactly happy with this either.
they're just both in denial of the implication of this child existing and neither of them is saying it out loud.
and the angst/wholesomeness(???) of jamil asking jas's full name and hearing that she has her mother's last name instead of his
eventually they grew attached (unfortunately) until somehow they send jas home to her original timeline
and then they finally have a real conversation about what all that was about
anyways thank you for reading if you've made it this far;;; end tweet
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lover-of-mine · 8 months ago
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Saw a discussion on the Buddie subreddit the other day about how BTs are basically trying to bully people in fandom who don't like BT because they are insecure about their ship. Despite what they say they realize it hasn't actually had strong development and they may think that if they can minimize the 'competing' ship it increases their ship's chances of surviving. A lot of them believed the positive response to Buck coming out meant people liked BT and got false confidence and are mad that isn't the case. So it's a way to basically make themselves feel better about their own situation.
All this is to say, I'm SO sorry that people are targeting you. But to the extent you can - aka it doesn't impact your emotional/mental health - please know you have a lot of support to stand firm and shouldn't let ANYONE try to silence or bully you into changing how you do things. I really enjoy your posts, as I enjoy all posts that are thoughtful and HONEST observations about BT. And I'm deeply uncomfortable with how BTs are attacking anything that isn't pro-Tommy or pro-BT and trying to control what other people write and feel. It's scary.
Yeah, I get that feeling a lot too... Even more when I get attacked after saying shit that makes sense lol I think there's a portion of them who thing that if they manage to shut our side up, they "win" which is a very weird way to look at fandom in my opinion, but it is what it is, I guess...
And thank you, I appreciate this, and the support. But I will tell you I was a teenager with purple hair in a small town known for rural production, there's nothing they can say to me I haven't already heard worse lol even more considering they are hiding behind anon and these were people saying shit to my face. I once had a group of nuns do the cross sign at me. I'll be fine, they can't bully me out of here, it's just that these last few days have been a lot and I am getting frustrated, even more considering now people are counting how many posts with a tag there are on my blog? Like? I have been in a constant state of what the fuck. But I'm glad you enjoy my posts and observations 💜💜💜💜
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